well, i talked to you once today. around 12:00 pm. i hope i talk to you very soon. it is 5:35 now. i hope you call me soon, i am desperate for your voice. you just have no idea how long 17 days seems to me. well that’s stupid to say, because i am sure you are thinking the same thing. please hurry home, i miss you more everyday. it seems impossible that i could love you more, but my love for you grows each day. please return home safely to your loving wife, i love you so much baby.
I am very frustrated today, I don’t know if it’s because Charlotte’s giving me a hard time or what. That and it could be the possible frustration of no cigarettes. I talked to you 3 times this morning back to back, well at 12 pm. & on our last conversation, of course, leave it to me to say something stupid that you would take the wrong way completely. Well there was no ‘taking it the wrong way’ simply because of the way I said it. I am so sorry. I sent you a letter last night that I believe you’ll like. Charlotte was just in the bath & threw water all over me. I am so irritated today. How do I live without you?
i watch the video of you singing and playing “air drums” to this song all the time. it brings tears to my eyes everytime. i love you so much. “try, try to forget what’s in the past, tomorrow is here.”